Thursday, June 22, 2006

Call me crazy, but why is the media so hush hush about North Korea?
North Korea has a nuclear missle that they could launch, we sit back and treat them like a 2 year old. "Now don't throw that, or you will get in trouble..."
North Korea's not stupid. They are sitting over there laughing at us.
Are we so arrogant to really believe this?

Am I the only one that has RED FLAG! SCARRY! DANGER WILL ROBINSON! going off in my head? In reading a news brief the "starwars" anti missle missles are not operational (guess that was a BIG waist of money.) Yet, they have activated them in Alaska. I have family living on the west coast, not to mention all the fall out. And all we are doing is saying please don't shoot?
Please tell me what is wrong with this picture.

I'm at work, doing well, gatta go. TTFN

Saturday, June 17, 2006

We have twin baby goats. Rachel had them june 15th sometime in the afternoon. They are tiny, and a little shaky, but they are doing well. As soon as I have time I will put pictures on the blog.

MIL worked it out with contractor and he is acutually working. He finished the painting and started on the flooring.

Stress is still high, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so tired of being a peace keeper. I find myself yelling at M for things that I normally wouldn't if I could raise her the way I want to. I'm so tired of feeling like a horrible mom and my daughter is going to grow up the be a serial killer. I mean afterall her father was more responsible at the age of 5 than she is at 6.
Or you know she is just not as mature as a six year old should be. I want to know why a 6 year old needs to be mature? I think she's too mature. She can argue as well as any politician. She just wants to be loved, accepted and she wants someone to play with.
I'm tired of being talked about behind my back.

Yesterday M and I had our day. Of course it didn't start out too well. M decided that Tiger needed a hair cut. At least she was honest and saved his whiskers. We went to the Tea Room for lunch, then walked around the square. M wanted to go see a movie, but I wasn't into Garfield, so we went to Lowes and I bought room organizer stuff, we went home and put it all together and cleaned her room. Her stuffed animals are now on two shelves in her room, her hanging plant is up, and she has a new dresser (of sorts).

I can't wait until I can paint my bedroom, fix it up and then set up my craft room. I have so many ideas. I also can't wait for an empty house. I feel like I live in a junk shop.

One of these days I will be back to my purky self. TTFN

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

STRESS, DRAMA, STRESS,DRAMA,STRESS DRAMA.

New Mexico is called the land of Manana. Texas is the land of the stupid redneck contractors that can only work two fricken hours a week, lie like a rug, and piss me off.

I have tried to stay out of it and let D and his mom take care of everything, but when S got dragged in and then for him to go home with a fraction of what he needs to live on, that really makes me angry. I will take care of S, but I will extract my pound of flesh.

It is a very good thing that peace and quiet will follow for a while, I have been very over stimulated with all the company and the stress of this STUPID FREAK that must be on crack to think that I will continue to put up with all this and not feel obligated to inform all of East TX what a slime bucket this poop head is. I think I will take a nice picture so I can put some adds in the papers warning anyone wanting work done to stay away.

The chemo this month has been decreased, so my side effects are alot better. Good thing, if I had felt as bad as last month... lets just say there might have been a person buried next to my sam goat in the back yard. I'm not prone to violence or even confrontation, but

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

I do feel better this evening, I have worked, fought death for another day, and played with babies. I just hope that I have water this evening to take a shower.

I lived in NM for 40 years, had water the whole time. I move to East TX, we have a little drought and they panic, turn down the water pressure to a trickle and then have the balls to say well its a drought what do I expect. I EXPECT WATER AT 5 FRICKEN O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING AND ENOUGH WATER PRESSURE TO FLUSH THE TOILET DAMN IT!

Now that my blood pressure is back to normal, sorry for the blast. TTFN